Autumn light. Central Park, New York City
On this day last year, someone who I was close with in my early 20s died and I am still trying to make sense of such a tragic loss. I don’t think I ever will. I made a a lengthy post about Jen and my memories of her (with videos of her amazing performances) here last year:
A few days later, I wrote this poem and posted it with this photo I am posting right now. It was raw and it’s the only thing I can think of posting today that sums up what I am (still) feeling:
It’s in the way the sunlight streams through the last vestiges of autumn: as golden as the leaves that hold onto their branches.
It’s in the way the earth bares itself under this fanfare: as vulnerable as new lover’s heartbeats buried under layers of clothing.
Winter’s prelude starts slowly: a distant refrain that works its way through the earth chilled in anticipation.
We slow-dance on this mortal coil to the adagio of life twisting and turning with the whims of the winds that scatter our spirit to the ends of the earth.
It’s all we can do.
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![The Weight of Air mural. By Faith47. East Village, New York City.
We melt under the heat of the sun exposing the frail and weathered sinews that bind us together,
leaving us to be picked apart by so many birds of prey.
Yet, as we implode - shattered by the forceful pull of dreams and memory - into a ball of melted wax,
it’s the weight of the air that keeps us whole.
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This amazing mural is the work of South African artist faith47. It’s called [the weight of air]. The words above are my own.
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This photo was taken with my phone and edited with Camera +. I am @newyorklens on Instagram (view my feed here). Check out my other phone photography posts made to this blog here.
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